lol. i dont know who in their right minds will read this blog. heck, even i forgot it existed xD

anyways! its 1.20 in the morning. the last time i wrote, it was 1.21. looking back at those days and at my noob writing skills, i really miss my school years and my friends whose names need not be mentioned for them to know it's them i'm talking about (see? my writing has improved stupendously) sure, as we go on in life, we make new friends, we see new things.. but it's the first ones that we shall always hold dear. imagine.. the first pokemon u caught; the first kiss u had; the first godlike u got in dota; they will always be lingering in ur memories.

right now, as torrents of emotions are flooding in - drowsiness after a long day, guilt from not yet beginning my A-lvls revision, reminiscence of my childhood, worry for a very dear person who is going off to somewhere dangerous - i just lie back, and appreciate everything that has happened to me - to us - thus far. and there's still so much more to come.

hence in pure emo fashion, i quote the song "stay the same" by i-forgot-the-singer's-name:

"don't you ever wish, you were someone else, you were meant to be, the way you are exactly..
don't you ever say, you don't like the way you are... when you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far... and i hope you'll always stay the same, coz there's nothing bout you i would change.."


Pork rules,
Jude.

Reminiscence

reading back the older posts, just brings back a flood of memories. nostalgic moments, when we were one. we were young, and innocent(=D) and wild. we did what we felt like doing at that moment(simply cycling out at a moment's notice) and no dreams were too big or out of reach.

As much as we've matured over the years, I hope certain traits would NEVER EVER change. Like sticking up for one another. To Jude, remember provoking Phillip in Form 3 till our names were sent to Mr Gan? Oh, and I wonder if those scrap papers are still on the ceiling beam =)

Another thing is the childishness in us. Not just us, but all of us. Everyone has a child them no matter how old they get, or how matured they think they have grown to be. A simple example would be out love of imagination. Barney, anyone? =) yeah, fiction books, movies and

day-dreaming all have this element of imagination. Even Einstein says that the greatest gift he ever had is his ability to imagine, to dream.

As of right now, I don't know if this blog can survive through the years, even if we decide to revive it. Blogs never did lasted long. But we can always hope, can't we?

Loony

(I kinda like this nickname...sounds like Moony )