lol. i dont know who in their right minds will read this blog. heck, even i forgot it existed xD

anyways! its 1.20 in the morning. the last time i wrote, it was 1.21. looking back at those days and at my noob writing skills, i really miss my school years and my friends whose names need not be mentioned for them to know it's them i'm talking about (see? my writing has improved stupendously) sure, as we go on in life, we make new friends, we see new things.. but it's the first ones that we shall always hold dear. imagine.. the first pokemon u caught; the first kiss u had; the first godlike u got in dota; they will always be lingering in ur memories.

right now, as torrents of emotions are flooding in - drowsiness after a long day, guilt from not yet beginning my A-lvls revision, reminiscence of my childhood, worry for a very dear person who is going off to somewhere dangerous - i just lie back, and appreciate everything that has happened to me - to us - thus far. and there's still so much more to come.

hence in pure emo fashion, i quote the song "stay the same" by i-forgot-the-singer's-name:

"don't you ever wish, you were someone else, you were meant to be, the way you are exactly..
don't you ever say, you don't like the way you are... when you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far... and i hope you'll always stay the same, coz there's nothing bout you i would change.."


Pork rules,
Jude.